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8.05.2011

Her Abnormal Alibi



Normal words can't describe how fabulous she looks right now.



And the truth is,
I am only able to see her on the HD screen of my mind.

She inspired this phrase;
Causing my momentary thoughts of her to expand into a daze.

Verbally, she amazed me with,

Feathered earrings.
Exciting, yellow dress complementing her Nubian skin tone.
Shoes to match.

She spoke vividly of herself.
Some would take her self-confidence for arrogance.
I do understand. And over.

I am pleased to say that I am blessed to be able to see her ups and downs.
I feel her smiles and frowns when she calls me.
So, it is only just, that normal words escape her descriptive essence.

She smoothly steps, in an onyx rhythm all her own.

I find a comfortable joy in studying her movements as if she is not able to see.

My "her-vocabulary" denies normality. I try, but, to no avail.
For, normal words can't describe how fabulous she looks right now.

And the truth is,
She is the muse that has me completely aware that my every, carefully distributed word,
is just as magical as she.

6.15.2011

JOHN COLTRANE A love supreme Part I Acknowledgement



Just thought this was indicative of how I was feeling during the "7 Minutes of Love Language".

7 MINUTES OF MENTAL LOVE LANGUAGE.

I have consider much.
Most of what I have considered involves me and where I am.
What she has taken from me is equal to what she has given.
She might disagree.


I care, but I don't. A neutrality.


The other dude pretends that he cares, but he won't when he's through with her.
He'll be on to the next.


Gone with the Brooklyn wind.
Piercing her heart like bazooka rounds thru kevlar vest.


I suppose it is a noble thing to "fake it until you make it".


I am not one to speak of the future.
Only to dwell in the present.
Only pre-setting  radio stations and to do lists.

These feelings, I have found what to do with.
No target to aim at ,so if they cheer for me to miss,
Their cheers will only be those of a vain existence.  

Wishes un-believed-in.


I suppose that closure won't approach until we are face to face.
Maybe then I'll know what to do, rather than trying to think of what to say!